Hi everyone

I've not been on here for a while just because so much has been going on. We had some good news in March and the trial drug by mum is taking seems to be working and the cancer isn't spreading.. but more recently the pain she is in seems so much more intense and constant and she is still losing weight which seems impossible as there is barely anything left to her body. Let's wait and see what the next scan says....

On top of all this my brother tried to commit suicide due to a build up of him not dealing with my mums illness properly and then his girlfriend breaking up with him, he is fine now and has the help he needs. He is a 29 year old and lives at home with my mum, he doesn't have a job and has no intention to get one and recently I just feel so angry as he keeps taking advantage of my mum and putting a lot on her and she really cant deal with it.

Were also building an extension on our house and work is crazy busy... sometime I forget what my husband looks like lol oh and the kids need there daily routine in place and need feeding.... lol to be honest those 3 little people are the ones that are keeping me sane and functioning right now. X 

Sorry for going on just need to let it all go x