I’m so sad and angry as my suffering has been made worse by my gp not reading my MRI report properly where it stated 10cm mass needs urgent investigation. I was left 10 months with cancer brewing inside me. I begged for help I tried everything. Now I’m scared I’m going to die..I feel I am leaving behind a husband with MS who needs me my kids are scared and I am putting in a brave face. I know it sounds pessimistic but I just feel it. I must say the hospice has been amazing! And McMillan too I’m going to enjoy this Xmas with my family and maybe I can bring my hopes up a bit. One day....by the time the sarcoma was removed it weighed 900gr and my spine was damaged in the process too.