Hello everyone

so for the last few days, I have been feeling really down and although I try to be positive, I can’t help feeling and thinking that this grade 4 tumour in my brain is going to kill me.

i don’t want to be all doom and gloom and bring anyone else down but I can’t shake the feeling I might die. Seeing doctors on Thursday thinking about asking what the outcome is likely to be is that a bad idea, husband is going to be with me so I don’t want to upset him either

what should I do keep quiet or get the answers I need.

Really sorry don’t want to upset anyone

thank you

Parmz