It is normal to feel that way, I did 5 weeks or chemo and I remember one week my sister was picking me up and she was about 30 mins late and I was wishing that she forgot so that I would not have to go and could blame someone else.   This journey is not just about the treatment but also how you are feeling  you have good days and bad days

i finished my treatment in July and in end September was told that there was no sign of the cancer,

I still am having side effects of treatment and now I am have spotting, headaches, vision problems, and also no appetite and am worried it’s back,  

I know it hard but you need to take each day at a time. I got myself a note book and during the week would write down any side effects and could run Thur them with the nurse during the next session it did help   

Bell