Have my big appointment tomorrow, have stomach lymphoma , unable to eat solids. Think it has got worse in last few days, oesophagus has tightened.

Know I will get answers at last tomorrow, it has been a long time for diagnosis. 

Things are very stressed at the moment between my husband and I.He has never been good with sickness, is very deep, keeps everything in. Have tried to talk to him, but he just keeps saying wait until we know. I feel like he is blaming me for being ill. We haven’t been out for months as I just haven’t felt up to it.

I have been trying so hard to be positive. 

Am at home most of the time as I am feeling quite nauseous. Have lost so much weight, feel quite weak.Am struggling to drink the protein shakes now. Hoping tomorrow I can talk to the team and get some help , maybe another oesophagus stretch. 

Thought things like this brought you closer ? Is this normal ?