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Hi guys iam diagnoses with lymphoma hodgkin 3 years ago and 3 month ago my pet scan was clear so i stop chemo and my doc make me ready for self stem transplant but it didnt work cause my bonemorrow is depressed cause of high doses of chemo and now my new pet scan appears that it comeback again the lymph nodes size and activity increase i feel down and depressed thinking of it has no end so anyone tell anything to help me and if someone has the same diffcults or know something about how to get well please tell me 

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    Hi there ...

    Everyone wants to give up sometimes ... this is the relentless journey we find our selfs on ..

    I found going with however you feel every day helps .. but in balance .. admit it's scary .. admit just what you've been through .. your not super woman / man ... you will get these days .. we all do ... it's about going with it ..get it all out .. then stand back up to go the next round .. 

    There's no magic pill .. just sheer slog and a will to kick cancers *** .. so it knows it's got a fight on its hands .. you've come so far .. you can do this .. and you'll feel stronger when you have weak days and yet get back up ..it's not about winning or loosing.. it's about doing what you have to do, to get through one more day ... so hold on in there .. wer all in that ring with you .. sending you a big hug ... Chrissie xx

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    Thanks chriss i hope i can stand up with this *** more and more honestly when iam thinking sometimes of giving up and stop treatment i return and say that i wanna to live more and sometime all this will over i hope that i continuing be stronger and thank u again sending you all my love and a big hug too your words made a difference to me  

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