My husband was diagnosed with non Hodgkin’s lymphoma 2b 7years ago. After surgery and treatment thankful to God went into remission and has been for 5 years. We have gotten married and had another two children now 5 and 1 and we have non verbal autistic child age 9. Life for my husband has always been more challaging. He also has a very rare blood disorder. With this treatment was more challenging and had to receive more radio than the usual person. We trusted our consultant 100% and my husband has been living life to the fullest since. Until pain has returned in groin and back. No night sweats no other symptoms. We are now awaiting a CT scan in two days time. I am extremely petrified of the outcome... my mind is in over drive, can’t eat, sleep, my moods are awful. I’m trying to remain strong but I’m just so scared I think I’m even more scared than him. Although I’m not wanting to My fear is starting to effect or children. I really don’t know how I’ll cope if this is the dreaded news....
