My story is probably so familiar to everyone out there. Three months ago I discovered another pea in my breast which I was quite sure would be found to be another breast mouse like two I had found over the previous ten years, benign and not requiring any treatment.. Two weeks ago I had a mastectomy and I require further surgery to remove the remaining lymph nodes followed by chemo and radiation therapy. It's all sounding familiar I'm sure. I hope I'm not boring you. It's the speed it all happens that is so difficult. I have gone from being a perfectly fit woman to an escalating, what seems like a down ward spiral of ill health. I am the most upbeat person and my friends and family have all watched me laugh through the last three months but tonight I don't feel like laughing, I feel a little scared and out of control. I don't understand what is ahead of me and finding it hard to think logically. Not sure what else to say
