So worried and low

Hi everyone. I have non hodgkin lymphoma T cell. I have had radiotherapy and now had 5 out of six CHOP Chemo treatments. The last two 4 and 5 have hit me very hard. Have been so weak and wobbly and low. Had constipation and diarrhoea and awful stomach pains. Then few days ago found a new lump on my left breast. I’m terrified it’s the cancer again and why when I’m going through chemo. Love to all xxx

  • Hi there ...

    You've been through a really tough time .. so your bodies not happy, and it's telling you, it's tired and it's normal ... but hang on in there ... and let's hope that lump is gonna be o.k ... this cancer rollercoaster wer all on sure is scary .. but that cancer wants us to crumble ... well bend but don't brake ... 

    We all have those low days, and on here, we know just how hard it is .. sometimes just wanting to jump off and have a brake ... so I'm sending you a big hug, and I'm keeping my fingers and toes crossed for you .. no lie.. I can hardly walk .. so you be kind to your heart .. Chrissie 

  • Hi Chriss Thank you so much for your kind words. Think I’m so low can’t get my mind off this new lump. Seeing doc at haematology on Monday so hopefully know more. Thing is in July I had Pet scan which was cancer clear so can’t understand this new lump. It’s good to talk on here to you and I am very grateful for you caring. You sound as if you have your health worries too. Sending you lots of hugs xxx

  • Hi Gloden ...

    Well keep in touch, and would love to know how you go .. chrissie x

  • Hi Chris’s. I will. Thank you again for caring. Hope you ok today . The sun is shining here and I’m trying hard to be positive xxx

  • Hi Golden, , you've fought so hard for so long it's no wonder that you feel down.  Human nature can only take so much bashing and some days you just want to curl up in a ball and not bother with anything.   So I'm thinking of you and praying that the new lump is not what you think.  Sending hugs your way.   Keep us informed.   Carol x

  • Hi Carol. Will do. Thank you so much xxx