I'm quite new to this site and I don't come often being from Canada.

I feel like I'm dying slowly, I ''had'' colon cancer stage 4 in ''remission'' now, it all started back in November 2016 due to a occlusion and had to be operated on STAT when I woke up I had a stoma, went trough all the chemo and what have you.

January 2018 was operated on for my heart 5 more stents in me for a total of seven (this was my second operation for the heart). On the 9th of May 2018 a nother operation this time to redo my transit and hot chemo in the abdominal cavity, but I'm at high risk for a relapse.

Early June suprise I got blood in my urine Oncologist wants a coloscopy result...cancer of the bladder.

I'm going to be 62 this month and I'm also Diabetic, thing is I have no illusion of making a full recovery...my day's are counted.

Having a heck of hard time dealing with this.