Hi i dont really know if anyone can help. Its just my mum has incurable cancer we have had a rollercoaster of a ride the last 2 years but for the last 6 months i seem to have found this strength i didnt know i had. I feel like the cancer isnt bothering me, i feel like things already changed 2 years ago. Im just worried that because i am feeling ok about this will there come a time when im going to have a massive meltdown??