Hi there pg  ... bless ya ... it's not easy a ... some think it's just a couple of injections a day and all's well ... l wish ... every time my son had little operations like wisdom teeth out, where he had to be put under, my heart would pound ... in case he had hypo ... l nearly lost him twice when he was young ... once l thought he was gone, my 6ft 2in lad sprawled in the kitchen, blood everywhere. . As he had hit his head on the way down ... thankfully my training with hypostop and pen, did the trick while waiting for the ambulance.   .. not a word of moaning has he ever done, just took it all on the chin ... that's why he's so precious to me 

So I've lived how hard it can be ... l can't imagine how you coped with mastectomy and chemo .. you must be one strong cooky...  and everything you've had with family too ...

Well us cancer ladies are made of hard stuff ... it may knock us down, but we get up again, and get back in the ring hunny ... you keep throwing punches right back at it .. we don't stay down long .. if you read that first reply on this thread, it got me back up ... about the devil whispered in my ear .. " your not strong enough to handle this storm"  l whispered in the devils ear... I AM THE STORM !!  " So hang on in there, always here if you need a shoulder to lean on ... Chrissie