Ladies don’t be alarmed...I’ve changed my avatar from a sunset  to a picture of Maggie May, my daughters dog. Dare not put one of me, like some of you braver souls  because I don’t want to clear the forum. :-)

Sundial

Eee rileyroo woman after me own heart lol. I actually get on well with my ex husband and yes his new wife ( she is really nice and it was nothing to do with her why I divorced my ex). I am being honest with no sour grapes at all when I say with absolute confidence my life was and continues to better than if we had stayed together.

His food was cooked nd on table when he came in from work ( even 2am when he worked late shift...I was expected to wait up for him with meal ready). If he went to bed it was expected I went same time... even I was in middle of watching something it was switched off. I did everything for the lil ones... he only popped into their bedrooms to say goodnight. All housework had to be done while he was not there. Yet he was surprised I could manage without him being there.... probably why I take no **** now lol. 

Yup def better we did not stay together. 

Afternoon peeps 

bad :- none yay

good :- been with daughters to pick their flooring for their new kitchens ( love shopping lol). Bit of time with lil ones. Local coaching inn with blazing fire for food yum ( t celebrate loosing the Xmas weight ha ha)

back home now with cuppa nd then sew up jumper I’ve just finished knitting. 

Thinking of you dizzel.... hugs lass hugs ️

Awww sundial how lush is maggie may ️ Heart melting ️

Oooo nearly forgot.... saw this in £1 shop ( was cheapskate enough not t buy but loved it enough t take pic lol) 

love the sentiment of this ️

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Afternoon peeps 

bad :- none yay 

good:- shoved chicken nd stuffing in slow cooker last night nd took to daughters for us to have family meal nd time with lil ones ️The slow cooker lol.

love family time.

thinking of u dizzel 

have as good a day as u can peeps x

Drizzle. Hope you’re ok.

Sundial

Hey pippin welcome to us crazy sexy mamas thread!

It's a tough time but you'll get thru this. One day at a time and one step at a time. Deep breaths and take it easy and listen to your body. Recovery from every bit is very slow but every one reacts differently. Do things you enjoy and have happy times.

You will get thru this. It may seem very scary and very lonely but remember we are here with you so just come onto this thread and we will be there to help support as best we can.

Ladies - hope you are all ok. Dizzle let us know you are ok.

Got mammo results and all clear. Hurray!! That's a relief! I am flying off to Canada tomorrow so pushed for results and can relax now.

Keep warm and keep well ladies.

Hi everyone.

Out of hospital....well they wanted to keep me til the weekend but discharged myself. Was worried for my dog and my house. Marker went down to 284 so still really high and still in agony and feel really poorly. Not only that been coughing up blood all day. Petrified it's something sinister but also in the mindset I don't care anymore. Jamie answered saying it wasn't his problem anymore and not to contact him again. How can someone a week ago say the can't wait to call you their wife and how much they love you then be so cold and cruel. I don't understand. If I did this would be a whole lot easier. I'm walking the dog in tears, bursting into tears at the corner shop, crying when some song comes on the radio. I never thought my heart could ache this much. I now know how people can die from it. Never felt pain like it. I don't know what I did so wrong to warrant this. There's something more to it. There has to be. Just didn't see it coming xx