Hi Dizzle,

It's great to hear from you and to catch up on all of your news. Congratulations on your marriage - I hope that the wedding went well, although I expect that the pandemic didn't help there either.

I am so sorry to hear about Lillie and, hope that she continues to improve. It is so upsetting when they are unwell and cannot tell you anything. If only she could speak and tell you how she feels, it would would be so much more helpful. What an absolutely horrendous time you've had. I'm so glad to hear that you have reported this doctor. Both of my children were in hospital as babies. I know just how worried I was about having them in hospital, never mind finding the police and social work at your door - it's no wonder that you had a meltdown. 

It must be difficult for you to still have these people on your case and, I sincerely hope that you are beginning to feel better now.

Thinking of you all and wishing you the strength to get through this.

Kind regards,

Jolamine xx

Hi Billy,

I'm sorry to hear that your new meds are 'messing you up'. However, I hope that they are still managing to do what they're supposed to do. I hope that Brenda is keeping well.

I am now waiting for another breast  MRI, but the brain CT and bone scan were both clear, thank goodness.

Kind regards,

Jolamine xx

Hi jolamine.

Yes meds are doing there job so worth keeping on them (cancer count is going down again).  Brenda is being nasty, wishing I would die and leave her alone and she wants divorce,I just leave her alone when she's like that,(only in other Room and I've a baby monitor on her). but it still hurts what she's saying,I know she can't help it But.!!!   .

Things ready Chao's for a lot of people just now.

Love Billy xxxx

Oh Dizzle you have had your fair share! I'm praying everything settles down for you and that I could help in some way. I know what it's like to have to handle things on your own! But you have us on here virtually who are there rooting for you and sending lots of strength.

Dr's can be very rude and think they are right but you know they get it wrong sometimes. The arrogance is just inexcusable. I think we've all had our share of it but to accuse you of negligence is outrageous! Well I hope before too long little Lilli is all better and that's the main thing. Just take care of yourself and know that we are all here in your corner. Massive big virtual hug!!

So sorry to hear you are going thru a hard time Billy. Hope it all settles soon.x

Love to you all.xx

Hi Billy,

I'm glad to hear that the meds are working for you and, it's great to hear that your cancer count is coming down again. I can empathise with your problems with Brenda. My hubby was diagnosed with vascular dementia last year and can say some very hurtful things at times. Just remember that it's not the real Brenda who says these things, hard though this can be to accept at times.

Kind regards,

Jolamine xx

Hugh congratulations on your wedding Dizzel ️. Then straight into....Blinking heck lass what a nightmare with the lil one. 
Hope it's all beginning to settle down for you now. 
Good job you deal with stress so well ️.

sending the biggest of hug. Hang in there lass and hold this you love close... together you can do anything x

Hi Billy 

so sorry things are being tough for you. I love that when being pushed away you give Bren her space but keep a check on her or the baby monitor ️. That's knowing your loved ones needs completely. She is so lucky to have you. 
hang in there ... I hope things pick up soon for you. Take care x

Morning peeps 

bad:- blinking heck it's gone Baltic hasn't  it. Had to scrap ice off the car today. 
Good:- met in garden with family over the Easter. Loved seeing everyone. Hope this is truly the start of things beginning to turn around.

hope everyone is has as good a day as they can ️