Morning peeps 

bad:- daughter def not moving till after Christmas now... sigh. At least she can kick back and enjoy Christmas now.

good:- Christmas activities in full swing mostly with the lil ones. Want t know what I'm getting for Christmas... fat I'm getting fat :D 

Have as good a day as u can peeps x

Hi Sandra, (mother superior) hehe hee,. Carers help makes it easier to wash bren i hold her up while they wash her, before i was trying to hold bren up and wash her. So no spare time really apart from when bren goes to sleep, if day Time i try to clean up house a bit, or vacuum while she's awake. You know Sandra there's always something to do,. Meals, tablets, clothes bedding, we manage that's main thing,... Hope your still well and enjoying family time,..... Best wishes to all especially this time of year..... Love Billy xxx, ;-) ^_^

Hi billy 

I know everything continues but gotta b honest I did think you might find a little you time... Bren def picked a goodin when she chose you ️
wrapped all my Xmas gifts today.... I love giving gifts but hate wrapping lol.

not sure I can b mother superior with all the alcohol I've downed lol but...., happy t b called that ;)

love to you nd yours x

Hi Sandra, glad you like your knick name it really suits you even if you are sozzled. Got bren ready for another hospital appointment this morning got fan heater in the car so it'll be nice and warm and dry, bit misty this morning but I've allowed plenty of time to get there,, last appointment this year already got two for next year. Hope you and everyone is good as can be, and don't get to drunk over holidays. And think of poor me being allergic. Me and bren a ok best wishes to all...... Billy 

Hi Dizzle

i hope you are well. What were your symptoms if you don't mind me asking? 
 

thank you 

Hello all. Hope you're all doing as well as can be. It's so cold! Hope everyone is keeping warm.

Thanks for well wishes, Sandra. Dunno why but had a meltdown on mammo day before I entered hospital. Then had mammo taken on cancer breast twice to add to the awful day. Been a week and no letter yet so no news is good news! A letter arrived from breastcare unit yesterday and I couldn't see it properly as went into blind panic and deja vu.  But it was for physio appt! Phew felt so relieved. It was exactly this time 3 years ago it all started so am not my usual in control self. 

It just doesn't end - the panic and worry waiting for results. Am still suffering with fatigue and the rest but we carry on. For all you fighting and going thru treatment/ tests/ recovery - we are all here and we got this!!

Hi jbsins bless I really get where u r coming from. Each time I'm due my check up I get twitched. I'm so surprised I do because all the way through I was .,,, ok. I guess it's because I had no symptoms at all and it was the mammogram that caught it ( thankfully). The worry is history will repeat itself. 
 

yup always on our minds. Hope all is well when your results arrive ️ X

Hi to all its nearly that time of the year when people make a fool of them selves and burn the dinner,, but a good time is had by all, (hopefully) just incase I'm busy later I'd like to wish everyone a merry Christmas and a happy New year.. And hope our mother superior doesn't loose her habit,. Don't forget to open your presents slowly and enjoy the surprise. Love to all...... Billy xxx 

Aw Billy... right back at ya :)

never burned Xmas dinner ( hope you've not hexed me ;) )

hot tub nd wine last night... helping daughters wrap presents today (baileys : ) just had tea nd time for glass of wine :D :D

at Santa train with all the family tomorrow. After it's the family xmas meal out. 

Food shop done so... kick back nd wait on xmas getting here... hoorah. 

mother superior ( keeper of the wine cellar) signing off. Wishing everyone as good an xmas as they can have. Don't over do it peeps... it's just 1 day of the year.
lots of love sent everyone's way ️ ️ ️ X