Hi chrissie it'll make it easier to move bren about for bed we've got main room i was showing one of them what I do to get bren to bed when went back other one had persuaded Mrs to go downstairs well try it it will be easier to move her about but I'm not very happy about what happened but I checked with Mrs when they went and she said she'd try it,, well see what happens. Thanks for your concern, 

Billy 

I am so sorry to hear this. I hope you get it all sorted out.

Hi Lisa, we know how you feel. We have all been there. Just come and tell us exactly how you are feeling, let off steam and share your worries with us. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I can’t see mine yet but I will.

Hi Lisa sorry for ignoring you just having a good rant, it can get confusing on this sting but it's like one big family most are brest lassies but like any family there's gents as well hopefully they'll get in touch with you soon if you want to tell us a bit more about you you'll go to the end of the string so they'll notice you better best wishes.

Billy 

Hi lisa

a very warm welcome to the thread though sorry to hear about your diagnosis. 

It’s very early days for you so you are absolutely right.... how you are feeling is normal. It will get better... usually when you get your treatment plan.

i was never told my staging but I was told I was  grade 2. 

Its coming up 2 yrs since my diagnosis and I am now on annual mammograms. 

Life has pretty much returned to as it was before diagnosis for me... one of the reasons I still post is to show the post treatment normality.

Hang in there lass you can do this.

any questions fire away we will answer all we can. If you want t rant go for it .... many of us on here have been there done that and know exactly how you feel.

dragonfly is right look for the light at the end of the tunnel sometimes it’s further away for some but still there. X

As long as it’s what you want Billy that’s all that matters x

Morning.. I hope I’m doing this right by replying on the last message posted! Still getting used to it. 

Thank you so much for everyone’s kind words. I still can’t believe what’s happening to be honest. I’m 39 and otherwise fit and healthy. Iv got 2 children my daughters 18 and my sons 15. I’m remaining strong for them as all I can think Is I’m not ready to leave them yet!! 

Then I give myself a talking to and say don’t be stupid your going to do this!! 

Head and emotions are all over the place.

Sandra are you from the north? Just when you called me lass? Haha I am from the north east.

Lisa xxx

Hi Lisa 

Don't worry you've done fine with replying, in fact your doing lot better than i did,, if you want to reply to a specific person go back up string till you find there last letter and open reply,, the letter then puts there name at top, some of the ladies are only on now and again, but they will reply soon, some are a bit older and need thar beauty sleep, don't worry i always talk a load of rubbish, best wishes

Billy 

Hi Lisa 

yes I am... I’m a Northumbrian 4 miles out of Morpeth. 

Eee Lisa when the first told me I thought I’d best get to see the ending of Game of Thrones... I mean of all the things lol. I got to see it though;) :D

have you been given your treatment plan yet? X