Hi Ladies,

Thank you for all your kind words regarding my rubbish family. You are all so right and I really should not let it bother me as much as I do. Need to focus on whats important and thats my family I have now... Jamie, Grace, Sophia (His little girl) and boy bump! What with this and the way they treated me through my cancer treatment, theres far too much water under the bridge to go back after this one so onwards and upwards and 2 fingers up to the ones that werent there. Its certainly right when people say a serious illness certainly highlights the people who matter in your life and its certainly not my so called Mother and sister. Was in two minds whether to send a Mothers day card or not. I think im going to as I dont wanna drag myself down to their level....but it will be the most basic crap one I can find lol!

Bad....Not really anything.

Good.....Sun is shining, bump is growing......that is all :)

Have a fab day all

Dizzle xx

Good - lovely weekend in London then came back today in time to go to Mothers Day lunch at golf club.

Bad - had a panic attack in the middle of the night because I was away from home. I feel safer at home which is a pain because it is good to get away!

Hi Sandra. I feel your pain. Just getting rid of an absolute stinker of a cold. I still have a bark that makes the dog jealous!

Hey ladies hope all who are feeling unwell get better very soon.

Dizzle - you go girl! It's tough because it's not in our nature to be that way but we learn. Please yourself and keep your conscience clear.

Hope everyone had a good day.

So glad you had a lovely time away nd Mother’s Day meal :)

bless hope you are ok after your panic attack.... presumably you have had before. Hope it didn’t spoil your time away ️

It sucks dont it! Honestly every time I cough ( which is every time I pretty much take a breath) it feels like my head might pop.  Like I say other than that I’m fine lol.

Hi.... hope you are starting to feel on the up a bit now you are not doing the commute. At least it’s starting to warm up a bit x

Morning peeps 

bad:- still not well so had to cancel lunch with my friend.... optimistically we have planned take 2 on Saturday... fingers crossed.

good :- at least I don’t have the lil ones today so .... duvet day it is :-) 

have as good as day as u can peeps x

Sorry to hear you are still not so good Sandra. I hope you are better by Saturday.

I had never had a panic attack before so felt very strange. Might have to visit the GP as very tearful also. Although not sure what they can do.