Nervous about CT scan results

I was diagnosed with stage 4 ovarian cancer last September. I've had 6 lots of chemo and now on maintenance Avastin. ( No surgery )

My ca125 has been stable and I feel good apart from some joint pain. I'm seeing my consultant on Monday for the results of my latest CT scan. The logical part of me says I'm sure everything will be ok, however I'm absolutely terrified! Friends and family have been amazing, but if I hear " you'll be fine " one more time, I'll scream!

Hopefully once I've got the results and know what I'm dealing with I'll feel better.