Hi all I'm new to this forum, I've got a form of bone cancer which has spread.  It's left me unable to move my legs and I'm in a wheel chair.

Funny but it's this that I can't accept more then the cancer.  I'm just so desperate to go for a walk, to go jogging.  To jump up and make a cup of tea. To dash round the house with the Hoover before running out to work.  To jump in my car and pop out to the shops.  To run around the garden in bare feet.

I cannot describe how much I miss all these things and a hundred more; but it's just hard work to even go to the shops.

I don't care about having cancer and the fact it's going to kill me. I just feel I'm not living because I'm so restricted because of the bloody wheelchair.