Hi I am a 51 year old mum to two beautiful daughters my youngest is 14. I was diagnosed with breast cancer on my birthday in July 2013. I had surgery,lymph node clearance,chemo and radiotherapy. My treatment finished in February 2014. In December 2014 I was re diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer in my spinal cord with a poor diagnosis I was told I would live around 2/2.5 years. On my wedding anniversary in November 2015 my husband said he couldn't cope with the stress and thought of me dying and left our family home. I later discovered that he was having an affair with a work colleague and had moved in with her. I feel that for the last three and a half years my life has stood still. I rarely go out socially as I fall asleep constantly I take care of my children my home as best as I physically can and try and walk my dog each day. I wish so much someone would just hold my hand and say don't worry I will help you xx