Feeling worried

Well had my scan results wed and no new bits BUT slight increase in one mass in chest lymph nodes, I was told by onc she was going to find out more and keep me on chemo tablets and let me know next onc appointment In three weeks,she said she was not worried, so at 4.30 this afternoon reception rings me onc wants to see me on this coming Wednesday???? Well àll I can say is I'm worried sick I have to wait all weekend and part of next week to worry and fret!!??? If everything is OK then I would think she would see me in 3 weeks but why wed I'm thinking worst, why ring me this afternoon when could have rang me Monday morning???feel worried scared sick !!!

  • Hi 

    can you imagine if after all this worrying you find out it's a simple catch up to see how you are feeling and how your current treatment is affecting you .... I do hope so .. 

    sounds  like your hubby puts the hours in like mine, Paul is a contract manager for a flooring company he ensures all the New Build houses for the likes of Barretts Redrow and lots of others have the houses complete and ready for new owners.  So he is all over the place, leaves around 5.30am and is home around 6pm on a good day or if really busy period it's 8 and 9 o'clock.    We must look on the plus side, I never have to worry about flooring and you don't have to worry about your heating packing up always a silver lining my friend.

    Its time for Sam's next lot of meds, Jacob is fast asleep in bed ( long may it last)  so I will say good night. Try to get a good nights sleep I have everything crossed for you.  As always I will keep checking tomorrow for your post...if  you need to chat .

    nb we do a special friendship and you do know me through our chats as I know you, hey we're  modern day pen pals

    lots of love

    Kate xx