hows do i go abrwt sorting a liveing will,feling teriibull ,went for my radio yester day ,and had an apontment with oncolecce nerce affter see says have you got any probs wife says wear do i staet up shot she puts blud presher mushean on and hart rate rate was 140 at rest ,to say thats not good is an understmen ,now its down to 87 day and a a harf ,so in yhe event of diying ,dont whont to be feched back .as walst in obs ward saw the cosh in oparshtion dont whont any of that /?