Hi Leannemck, Im 31 and i have been diagnosed with breast cancer 1,5 months ago... two weeks later I had operation. I'm still working and pretending I don't have cancer. I want to do even more now but unfortunately my body says stop to me more and more. I'm scared and the thought that "i" have cancer is breathtaking, I can't believe that it happened to me but than I think that it's better it happened to me because Im strong, I'm fighting, I have energy to keep going.... there is so many womens who don't have this luck and energy, who would give up and didn't fight. I don't have any good advice for you but all I can say to you is that you are alive! You are fine! You are strong! It's not only u who is terrified about finding a lump but this can happen to any of us... st least you know now that you can fight it! You will Winn!