19 April 16

Lady garden hair falling out no waxing needed now! Just hoping eyebrows stay put.  Nails are now breaking easily need to use tea tree oil on them a good tip from the BC site

24 April 16

Woke up today and Brushed hair its falling out easily. Need to be more gentle. 20 days after first Chemo. Cold cap may have delayed it need to watch. Exercising on my Pilates bench but find I have pain in left arm where I had surgery. Maybe I need to slow down as blood count was low. Need to be mindful that I am sick!   And having Chemo... Am I still in denial or just trying to be positive??? Feel tired more than usual but can't sit still.  Feel a bit sad today so needed to cry.  Have second round of Chemo tomorrow. Still juicing and now drinking turmeric and ginger tea... Plus using Frankincense, lavender and peppermint oils to combat side effects... They seem to work as my energy is still here. Thank God the Universe wanna be strong and get through these six months. Will do everything I can to beat this cancer thing. I have no other choice but to be strong... Meditation chanting and music seems to help me to forget and fight the fear... Your not gonna get me Cancer ... I will fight you all the way! here.