I just looked back at my first post when I had to tell my partner that I had cancer. He is still with me and we are very happy. I had a bout of chemo for CLL in 2012. I became allergic to the chemo drug but I went into remission. I developed shingles and had problems with my vision as I had shingles in one eye. In 2014 I developed breathing problems and severe anemia. I had constant blood transfusions and the Hematologists decided to treat my CLL again. A year of Chemo and at the end of it I was left with incredible pain. At first the doctors thought it might be arthritis with lots of tests it was found I had nerve damage. With winter setting in I have been in excrutiating pain which has left me depressed and exhausted. Am I the only one who has had severe nerve damage and extreme pain?