this morning I sat down with my husband and 2 children 16 and 14, to tell the kids my cancer is back and only treatable and starting chemo on Wed. I couldn't say not curable..the words wouldn't come out. They are devastated but we're so brave and we all hugged, my son said after we've cried we need to be strong and there's always hope. They are amazing and hopefully will stay strong. I feel terrible for putting them and my husband through this nightmare but know I'm lucky to have them to support me and I'll support them. I'm hoping I'll respond to the chemo and be here for some time yet. I have a practical question..I've been advised to have a pic line has anyone any experience? Thanks Kx