Its back and terminal

I have been told that my lung cancer is back and that it is terminal.

I was advised I may be eligible to take part in a trial, but, this has now delayed my treatment by 3 weeks, with still no further news.  Although this looked like a good idea at the time I am totally fed up (to put it mildly) and don't think I will bother as they don't seem to be bothered.  This waiting is not doing my sanity much use and I am still trying to work full time.

My chemo is starting next Friday 28th, whatever happens.  What should I expect, I have all sorts of things going through my mind.

 

  • Hi Suebee, I'm so sorry to hear your news. No wonder you're fed up and angry. This must be really hard for you as it is, but then trying to hold down a full time job in addition, is even a lot harder. I'm sure you must wonder what you ever did in your life to deserve this!!  I'm sure all of us at times likely think the same thing, even if we don't say it out loud. I just found out my lung cancer has come back, but I haven't had a consult as yet. I've already had two major lung resections, the last one being Christmas just gone. I can't have chemo, so it will be radiation for me just to prolong my life.

    I wish I had some words of comfort to offer you, but I just don't know what to say. Just know that you're not alone with this terrible disease. Come on to the forum anytime just to rant, cry, or whatever you need to do. There's always someone on here to "listen".

    Take care, sending you hugs.

    Lorraine