lonely

hi my name is sue i am 65 and have got cancer its is called a GIST but thay cant oparate on it ,i have loads of tumors on the wall of mu tummy ,i had a tumor 17 years ago and all was good untill now it has come back,i am on chemo tablets that target the tumors,but wont get rid of them,,i cant get my head round it that it has come back i am very deressed and feel i have no one to talk to in where i live ,i have a lovely hubby who is golden ,i live in solihull birmingham uk ,and would love to chat to someome i dont know anyone who has this scarcoma i hope who ever reads this please dont think i am moaning but i just feel lonely thank you if you read this xx