Hi, I'm new to this site but feel like I could really do with some support from people who have had/have the same condition.

I was diagnosed with VIN3 in December and am currently being treated with Immiquimod (Aldara).  I have not yet seen my original consultant so don't know if it's working or not, although looks a bit better to me. 

I'm finding it hard to not let it get it down, sometimes just feels like I will never be normal again!  I am lucky in that my husband has previously had testicular cancer so he is very understanding and supportive.

However, the consultant only gave me 2 options, Aldara and surgery.  I worry that if this treatment doesn't work, I will have to have disfiguring surgery.  I'm trying hard not to look too far ahead and just deal with the situation as it is now but sometimes I just want to hide from the world and not have to deal with work, bills etc.

Thanks for taking the time to read this and if anyone has any advice, I would be very grateful.