Hi I also have pancreatic cancer survivor for just over a year I had nanoknife and chemo I am at present awaiting a ct scan which I will have on Wednesday to see if any changes. I have good days and bad days I take Oramorph when needed for pain sometimes I think I am addicted to it a drug addict at my age (65) and creon for digestion. I get very down at times it's the not knowing is it this week ne t week and so on also I have read so many different stories it's frightening at times. I try to occupy my time as much as possible although my energy levels can be very low. I hear of people that survive for days or weeks so I class myself as surviving this long I have not had an operation only nanoknife which I had to pay for myself as it is not available on the NHS. If there is anything I can help you with please get in touch I have certainly read so much on the subject although everybody is different.