hi im 36 mother of 3 n diagnosed dec 23. ive had 2 ops n 5 of 6 chemo n finding it very hard at mo. feel so peed off n cant get rid of that feeling. would love to chat. x
first of all let me thank you all for your good wishes over the loss of my mum.
I am finally getting my head round losing her, but its a bit of a wake up call...... we were fighting our cancers together.... and seeing mum lose her fight scares the hell out of me... because it means I could too.
Today is a massive milestone for me...... today on the 15th September 2011.... I have been one year cancer free..... yes, it was the 15th of september last year that I had all my cancer removed with a double mastectomy...... Where on earth has this last year gone? it doesn't seem 2 minutes since i was first posting on here, a pile of snot and tears with a new cancer diagnosis.
so today is a day for seeing the positives.... I am still here and still smiling
On monday I am back to the reconstruction clinic and will get a date for my next surgery..... I just want to feel normal again.
So pleased you are feeling better. I know what you mean by milestones - I had been feeling very low recently - although compared to others I haven't had things too bad. Today is my birthday - last year on the 15th Sept. I was receiving my last but one chemo and in a very bad way as you say still very scared - today I am in our holiday home which we have been unable to visit for 18 months due to both our treatments - and have been swimming in the sunshine - what a difference a year makes. I still haven't made my mind up about reconstruction but sincerely hope yours goes like a dream this time!!!
You have had an amazing and tough journey over the past year. A year when you have found out who are your true friends, the ones that stand by you come what may and do not run when they see trouble coming their way.
Caz, a lesser person would have crumbled and never recovered, yes you had your moments but you are back stronger than the Caz we met a year ago.....whilst you would rather not have been on the journey you have made the most of it and have come out the other side....Good luck with your appointment at the reconstruction clinic...I am sure you will be back to let us know the next steps.
Much Love and thanks for the contributions you have made over the past year and the help and hope you have given to so many others.
I just wanted to drop a line and say we are all sorry here on Cancer Chat to hear that you have recently lost your mum to cancer. It must have been a very difficult time for you but we are glad to see you are staying strong and positive.
Congratulations caz n I really hope this time you get some nice perk boobs! I'm sorry about your mum as you know on facebook, can't imagine what it's like when I'm so close to mine. Good luck with your new relationship, hope this one is all what the other wasn't! Onwards n to a better life, cheers!!
Happy birthday to you jan, cheers! Hope the aches n pains have eased for you both whilst your are on your hols. Enjoy yourselves in the heat n relax.
Had to write but not in a great place to say much. Maki, I feel for you n will encourage you on the chemo road to recovery soon. Love you all.
Haven't the steriods helped at all? I am really thinking of you and hope you will be feeling a bit better soon - you are always so supportive of others you deserve a break. Keeping everything crossed steriods will help
I didn't log in for a while but I just wanted to say huge HI to you all and wish you a lovely Saturday and Sunday and every day ....... I had my third chemo and the last of FEC last Friday and just getting better now. I keep on thinking how will I get through another 3 of T and 17 of Herceptin grrrrrrr
How is everyone? I hope you are all loving the hot weather. I took my boys to play football at 9 this morning followed by mcdonalds for lunch. Tomorrow we are off to Brixworth Park with the bikes and for a day of fun. I got my little bbq ready so if anyone is near by feel free to join us
youre nearly there babe, so keep on going, the Taxotere to me was a lot more difficult, it made my bones really sore, so take plenty of pain killers, dont wait for the pain to start, it made every bone in my body ache (this may not happen to you) but just wanted to give you a bit of warning, hopefully you wont have the same effects.
Glad youre getting out and about with your kids, hows the hair, is it starting to fall out yet? I had lodsa little scarves and hats, some really nice ones in Monsoon.
Look after yourself and hi to everyone, hope youre all well, Lee my darling we started this journey together, how are you? x
Hi colly, Leonnie, maki, Tony and all you othert lovely people
I thought I would drop a line to say hello, sorry havnt been in touch but had a lot happening.
Firstly Maki I am sure you will be fine with Taxeter I was the same as Colly with the muscle pain but like she has said take some pain killers they will certainly help. I found
The more treatments I had the morte it effected me I will keep my fingers crossed for you.
Colly long time no hear how are you doing now, I am back at work full time and just had promotion so that is good news for me. What is your news
Leonnie how are you doing mate I think about you constantly have things got any better? You are in my thoughts and hope you have enough energy to be enjoying this glorious weather get in touch soon babe xx
Caz well so glad you have been able to move forward with your life after all you have endured, I to lost my mum to cancer a few years ago but you do learn to live again as hard as it is, how is your daughter doing?
Tony how are you matey I hope you are feeling well
Linda, howdy, glad you are doing well & congratulations on the promotion, well done you! Im doing fine, been back at work since March, tho cut my hours down from 37 to 30, so a wee 3pm finish everyday is fab. Keep in touch, loadsa love Col x
