hi im 36 mother of 3 n diagnosed dec 23. ive had 2 ops n 5 of 6 chemo n finding it very hard at mo. feel so peed off n cant get rid of that feeling. would love to chat. x
Thank goodness it was clear .Always best to get things checked though.My scan showed no change so that is brilliant,staying on the same chemo and still trying to put on weight for the first time in my life.Hope you are managing with Charly.Love and luck to you as always.
We seem to be all having scans etc and so pleased everyones seems ok thank god
me too just rang re mammogram results and said its ok I have to see him next week to be examined (again )but seems its all good news!
Next week i am having a thank FEC its over party to say stuff you u horrible disease /chemo/radio and big thanks to all my family and friends who have seen me thru this time !! wish u all lived closer and could come but i will raise a glass(or six)to you all my wonderful buddies xxx
heres to all having good test results
big love and hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
p.s. Leonie, there were lots of kisses as there seems to be so, so many people hurting from cancer....I have a friend called Barbara who is going for bowel surgery on 31May...my Christian house group that I am a member of met up last night to bless and annoint Barbara....we were asked to remember others suffering and out of 14 of us (not counting the 2 of us with cancer) there were a further 4 people noted....there has got to be a better way....I do try and stay strong but just sometimes the cracks appear in my armour :-) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
U r lucky to have your faith ,but I am sure that adds different challenges.You are the most fantastic support to us (your cancer chat harem !!!!) so please please remember if the cracks in your armour appear let us try and help xx
lots of love and hugs to all nina xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I am feeling more like myself again... I am so sorry to hear of the worries that are plaguing a lot of you.... but please remember, we are all here to hold you up when things get tough (just the same as you all held me up)
My infection has finally gone... but emotionally I have gone downhill a little bit.... before the reconstruction, I could at least wear my "falsies" and feel pretty normal.. but now I can't even do that anymore.... I have an uninflated implant on my right side and nothing on my left (a slight bump and a dint) and they are doing nothing now for 3 months to give my body time to recover...... I try to give the appearance of it not bothering me....... but it really does.
I am sure I have told you all before that my mum has cancer too... Gastro intestinal stromal tumours..... it is terminal... but the medication she is on was supposed to give her a minimum of 5 years...... Dad told me today it will be a miracle if she see's Christmas.
Tony... I know what you mean about chinks in the armour of your faith.... I used to believe that the lord would never give us more than we could cope with!....... But now ???? How much more does he expect me to deal with? I've had enough!... so yes.. there are some pretty wide chinks in my armour at the moment too.
I guess you could say i was on a bit of a downer at the moment... I am so sorry for being miserable.... but it seems like this is the only place I am allowed to show my emotions and admit how I really feel.
Always love to hear good news.!!!! You enjoy that party and have a glass from me. Dont forget though that you will take a time to recover from all that you have had thrown at you so still rest and no parachute diving for a while
Oh Nina Im so glad you told your husband and Im so relieved for those of you who have had good results, I must say I love your picture infact you have spurred me on to update mine, hair is a bit tatty at the moment, dont really know what to do with it but hey ho at least its there anyway a truly warm welcome to the new people my thoughts are with you through this difficult time but if I can do no more than reassure you that you will get through this and there is light at the end of the tunnel by reading through my past posts you will see my journey has been a tricky one much like many of these wonderful ladies and gentlemen on here but whilst my journey is far from over I feel like I can take in a bit of the scenery again Im feeling much better these days and my husband and I plan to have a much needed holiday in September, so much love to you all I read all your posts constantly and caroline your constantly in my prayers much love always lee xx
Lee your hair is great so glam mine just seems to b getting thicker looks bit like a carpet !!iam hoping it will go a bit flatter as u say iam not sure what to do with it i think it probably needs a cut feels weird . It is also multi coloured but every time i seem to decide to get a colour people say they like it !!confused!! I am back to work phased return it ok but knackering and I need to sort out few bits re annual leave and pay (which is a stress i could do without )but its ok .My mum had hip revision op yesterday ,she has lots health probs so we were all worried (and she o far away in Jersey ) but my brothers r there, Anyway it seems to have gone well I have spoken to her so so far so good .Both my girls doing exams (GCSE and 1st yera uni vet med ) so be glad when they are finished .
just thought Id post a pic of me doing the race for life today, weather stayed fine in the morning and took my dog with me Bella a little staffie....she got more cheers than I did lol anyway managed to complete the circuit in 38 mins and 24 secs... not too bad hey, next year I want to win .
