hi im 36 mother of 3 n diagnosed dec 23. ive had 2 ops n 5 of 6 chemo n finding it very hard at mo. feel so peed off n cant get rid of that feeling. would love to chat. x
I am sorry to butt into your discussion but just wanted to wish you all well.
You all seem like tough cookies and am touched, truly.
I am currently waiting, I have my breast clinic appointment on 27th oct and really nervous, not eating or sleeping much to be honest but then I don't eat much anyway lol.
Really don't know what to expect with this appointment just that I will probably be having an ultrasound as I'm only 24.
The reason I went to the GP was because I have bloody nipple discharge and a rather deep dimple. I can't help but think the worst but do understand there are benign causes for this out there. Just glad my GP took me seriously.
Do you mind if I ask how you ladies felt at this stage? Am I insane or am I being normal?
You are not insane..... first let me say you are very sensible to see your doctors immediately.... you would be surprised how many think they are too young so don't bother.
I know this is a very scarey thing to try and come to terms with... and the waiting is the hardest bit.... If I had to discribe how I felt when I was waiting for appointments and tests then I think the only word I could come up with is....LOST... Very emotional and scared to death.... but I now know that all these feelings are perfectly normal.
If you are worried about what to expect, why not ring up your breast clinic and ask them.... they are normaly really good and have no problem explaining what you should expect.
When my doctor refered me to our local breast clinic, I was examined by a lady doctor, then I had to have a mammogram and an ultrasound scan..... I would suggest you take somebody with you... maybe your partner / Mum / friend just for a bit of moral support.... but I have to say that the breast care unit and all it's staff were brilliant and really did well to calm all my fears.
If you have any questions at all, please feel free to come here and ask, there is always somebody who has been in the situation you are in and able to offer help and advice.... we are all here for each other.
Take care honey... and try not to imagine the worst (easier said than done)
I hope you're doing well? I am worried that I'm wasting the doctors and clinic time if I get there and theysay it's nothing I mean I don't know if people get referred urgently but I just don't want to waste peoples time.
I did t know you can call them so I'll definitely do that.
I'm lucky too that my partner and mum and both keeping me sane.
My breast care doctors told me they would rather I went in for 10 cases of "nothing", instead of missing 1 "something" so you won't be bothering anybody.
You are not wasting anybodys time.... you have a problem in your breast.... therefore you go to the breast care clinic to get it sorted.
I am glad your mum and your partner are keeping you sane... that really does help a lot.
And like I said, we are all here if you need us too
I hope you get some answers when you ring the breast care clinic...... it does help to know what to expect
Please stay in touch and let us know how you get on
so sorry u have to go thru all this but as the girls have all said come here as often as u need there is always some one to chat to
the waiting is the worst !!keep busy and think of some questions a nd write them down. goood advice to take someone with u if u can chose some one organised my bossy mate really helped me and my partner ask the right questions .
what ever the results the breast clinic staff are very used to any reaction and question so be completely reasurred u can ask anything !!
Hi my lovely ladies, Tony and a big hug for Kylie, i am gearing myself up for chemo - and think i am ready - as ready as one can be, and will be wig hunting on the 3rd, two days before the dreaded infusion. Reading Kylies mail reminded me of all the awful feelings I felt in the first few weeks, and then out of the blue I found myself being so angry and snappy. There was no logical reason other than my own stupid vanity wondering how i would look and feel and how it would affect my life. I couldn't even face coming here to talk. However, I rang MacMillian (the number was in the little booklet i was given at the hospital) and spoke to a lovely lady. My family - my partner in particular had said they felt i was being negative because everything revolved around the treatments. i felt i couldnt make plans because i didnt know what i would feel like.
the lady at the end of the phone agreed with me that i was being quite positive in the way i had planned for hair loss, possibly taking up yoga, using my bike and changing my diet. Just talking to her made a huge difference in the anger. I learnt from her that we have little control over thoughts and feelings when we bottle them up. i should have come here as i usually would. I try to be positive and like to think i can help others as so many of you have helped me absolutely no end. It is very true that fear of the unknown is often worse than the reality. I remind myself of that everyday now and i am coping better.
kylie, try ringing the \Macmillian team because its not about cancer, its about fear and uncertainty, and they can guide you. There is no more i can add really as these wonderful people here have said it all. I have never left this site without feeling moved, uplifted and mentally stronger. we each have our own concerns and fears, but we share them and it helps. Im sorry you had to come here, but believe me, the friendships here truly change your life.
i hope all you lovely ladies are well, love to you all
Hi my lovely ladies, Tony and a big hug for Kylie, i am gearing myself up for chemo - and think i am ready - as ready as one can be, and will be wig hunting on the 3rd, two days before the dreaded infusion. Reading Kylies mail reminded me of all the awful feelings I felt in the first few weeks, and then out of the blue I found myself being so angry and snappy. There was no logical reason other than my own stupid vanity wondering how i would look and feel and how it would affect my life. I couldn't even face coming here to talk. However, I rang MacMillian (the number was in the little booklet i was given at the hospital) and spoke to a lovely lady. My family - my partner in particular had said they felt i was being negative because everything revolved around the treatments. i felt i couldnt make plans because i didnt know what i would feel like.
the lady at the end of the phone agreed with me that i was being quite positive in the way i had planned for hair loss, possibly taking up yoga, using my bike and changing my diet. Just talking to her made a huge difference in the anger. I learnt from her that we have little control over thoughts and feelings when we bottle them up. i should have come here as i usually would. I try to be positive and like to think i can help others as so many of you have helped me absolutely no end. It is very true that fear of the unknown is often worse than the reality. I remind myself of that everyday now and i am coping better.
kylie, try ringing the \Macmillian team because its not about cancer, its about fear and uncertainty, and they can guide you. There is no more i can add really as these wonderful people here have said it all. I have never left this site without feeling moved, uplifted and mentally stronger. we each have our own concerns and fears, but we share them and it helps. Im sorry you had to come here, but believe me, the friendships here truly change your life.
i hope all you lovely ladies are well, love to you all
