Bile Duct cancer/Cholangiocarcinoma

Hi, I’ve just joined this forum as I’ve just found out I have Cholangiocarcinoma. As I don’t have any friends / family / support I feel very lonely.  I have read that this cancer is rare and aggressive. At the current time I do not wish to have treatment, plus the consultant said the cancer is touching 4 organs so surgery would be very tricky.  I am also disabled and have been housebound for 15 years due to Agoraphobia. My life has been literally full of abuse since I was 4yrs old, so in a way I feel that bringing it to an end is almost a relief. But I do want to know everything about this cancer, so I know what symptoms to expect. Is there anyone who can advise me ?  Thanks…