My heart goes out to you. I lost my husband 8 years ago to pancreatic cancer. Fortunately my children were grown but I understand how difficult it is explaining this to a young child. We always thought that no matter what we would want my husband to stay at home but in the end it didn’t work out that way and we decided on a hospice. It was for us a good decision. His day to day care was brilliant and it freed us up as a family to spend quality time with him. We could visit anytime day or night and the staff were so understanding. I’m thinking of you and hope you will get all the support you need. You can’t bear this on your own. Speak to Macmillan about how your husband is feeling too.

love to you and your family

Happyflower

Happyflower thank you for your kind words it's my husbands wish to be at home till the end 

I'm trying my best but it's so heartbreaking watching him slowly fade away 

Even worse knowing I carnt do anything in this world to stop it 

It's only been 10 weeks since we found out about his cancer It's all happened so fast just not enough time to process anything  

And we certainly haven't had the time to make any special memories I feel like I'm living in limbo and I'll admit some days it feels too much but I do my best 

Xx

I’m so sorry you are going through this desolate time. I hope you have people around to support you. Lots of us understand what you are going through on this site.Please look after yourself too. I know how difficult that is when you are trying to be there for everyone else. xx