I was diagnosed on 9/11 and have had 2 sessions of chemo , I’m due 8 in total followed by surgery and I’m terrified , why me , I’ve never smoked , I don’t drink , I breast fed my children , I’ll m only 61 I’m not ready to die 

I was diagnosed on 9/11 and have had 2 sessions of chemo , I’m due 8 in total followed by surgery and I’m terrified , why me , I’ve never smoked , I don’t drink , I breast fed my children , I’ll m only 61 I’m not ready to die 

Hi still waiting to start treatment altho being told  ibc is very progressive.  Delay caused by referral for Muga scan  going astray between hospitals!!!   Appointment now booked for Monday, picc being fitted Tuesday and face to face meeting with Oncologist on Wed with a view to starting Chemo Friday.  Must admit I have chased and queried things if I havent had a response within a reasonable time.  It seemed to have worked.  Getting worried because experiencing pain in breast and armpit.