Hi, aren’t the wee small hours of the morning the worst time to be awake!
I have recurrent ovarian cancer and have developed a pleural effusion in my right lung which is gradually getting worse and I can’t get comfortable in bed. I’m not particularly breathless just aware of the tension in my chest and it’s the “do I ring” the oncology bleep holder or not?!! I’m at clinic in 4 days but that seems a long way off when you’re anxious about what’s next - I can’t help but think, is this the beginning of the end, and I’m not ready to go!!
Ironically, the cancer in my abdomen has responded well to my chemotherapy (I’ve had 5 of 6 cycles) and is stable & I’ve no abdominal symptoms then this pleural effusion pops up - cancer, the gift t t keeps giving!!