Head is in a dark place had breast cancer in 2020 mastectomy was done.A long story of my experience in hospital but had mrsa and sepsis.Cut to later end of last year worst fear lump in my armpit.Fear confirmed after extreme anxiety missed appointments finally went to hospital.My world fell apart in 5 mins that C word.Stage 4 metastic estregon hr2 positive breast cancer and lymph node cancer.Wow my head is in bits in a really dark place in my head looking for some advice.Due to start chemotherapy anxiety is at an all time high.Thank you for reading.X