it's 1am, I can't sleep, I'm 4 days post op and I feel tonight it's just all hit me Maybe I need a good cry!
I'm 32, 3 children and getting married in 6 months!! Haven't even sent invites yet because I'm so behind because of this *** cancer ♀️ I've been with my partner for 13 years, he proposed a few years ago but we had children, life got in the way so last year we decided to get married, I was so excited and then bam in January 2023 what happens... I get breast cancer! Why now?! Why me?! I want to scream "this is unfair" but what good will that do?
Feel like I'm just posting this for a rant sorry but anyone else get to that moment after being strong, carrying on as normal with cancer then you just feel you want to cry and scream at the world? Xx