Hi,

yeah I am in the same position and have the same fears and feelings of overwhelm. I'm not sure that ever goes away??? Some days I forget that I ever had breast cancer and the treatment etc but sometimes I just come crashing back to reality and think where will turn up next???. I also feel the same guilt over knowing others are suffering horrendously and know I should be shouting from the roof tops. But I feel the same. I guess the answer is onwards and  upwards and if praying is your thing then that too.

sending virtual hugs  

Same as you had my first Managram a week ago since treatment finished in the summer waiting for results   Fingers crossed for us all x

Thinking of you

it is difficult for others who have not shared this journey to understand

I feel I cannot share with my family as I don't want to upset them with my concerns

Praying you get a good result and some peace of mind

sendong hugs

Gosh I feel the Same, I finished in the summer and had my first Mammogram Since my lumpectomy, Chemo and Radiotherapy, I'm now on Anastrole and Prostap injections. Im so scared, I have two young sons the pressure is unbearable xxx

If you search for.     feb72's post.     I took photos of it it sums up what most of us are feeling x

Sending hugs