Neck lumps, owls and waiting

I had what I thought was a swollen gland on the right side of my neck. I wasn't alarmed, I've had swollen glands on and off most of my life. However, four weeks later and this one was persisting. So when I spoke to my GP at the start of October about another issue I thought I'd best mention it. 

It was a phone appointment, but within an hour I was summoned into the actual surgery and had numerous bloods taken and was poked and prodded. 

"Not cause for concern, just yet." Said my GP, before asking if I had any other lumps. I mentioned I had several on both shins, but as I suffer from eczema had presumed they were just in-growing hairs or scar tissue. They're all smaller than peas, but quite hard. My neck lump is olive sized according to the Doctor.

She then told me she'd refer me to get all the lumps ultrasounded, just in case.   She also referred me to ENT for a swallowing problem which has since been diagnosed as Acid Reflux Oesophagitis. I had the camera down my throat a fortnight later and got the results last week. 

No sign of the ultrasound as yet though. I do have an appointment with the ENT department at the end of this month, but no clue if it's to do with the lump or the swallowing. 

Of course in the last 10 days I've discovered another smaller lump just below the main lump, which I've decided to name Archimedes (from The Sword in the Stone). It's harder than Archimedes and roughly pea sized. I'm hoping it goes down in the next few days. 

In the mean time I have an appointment to speak to my GP about my ARO on Wednesday, I figured I would use that call to enquire about the ultrasound and mention the new lump if it hasn't gone by then.

I'm trying to tell myself the time it's taking is a good sign, but a nagging voice in my mind keeps saying that Covid might have slowed down referal times.

I've lived with a benign lump on my prostrate for the last five years and I was hoping that I'd learned enough from that to keep calm this time. That does not seem to be the case and my mood is all over the place.

I don't know what I'm looking for you folks to say to me, but just telling my story, such as it is, feels like a positive step.

Thanks for listening.

  • Hello Archimedes_keeper and welcome to the Cancer Chat community.

    I'm not sure what time your GP appointment is today but I hope it goes well and you're able to find out more about your ultrasound.

    This time of waiting and being in limbo is always very tough as many of our members here have found out so hopefully some of them will be along soon to offer their support and advice.

    As you say, writing things down and sharing what's on your mind can be really helpful at times like these so do feel free to keep us updated on your situation when you can. 

    In the meantime, I hope the tips and advice given on the NHS for managing anxiety will help keep your nerves at bay and that Archimedes starts to go down soon.

    Kind regards,

    Steph, Cancer Chat Moderator

  • Thanks Steph.

    The GP didn't know what the appointment was for, so I guess I'll just have to wait til next Thursday to find out.

    My mood is better this week, but no change the lump. Though a smaller, harder lump has appeared just below Archimedes. I've been trying to causually ignore the second lump, but Sunday marked 14 days since I found it. I mentioned it to the GP who felt it was worth mentioning at my appointment, but that she couldn't get me one any sooner.

  • Two days to the appointment and my nerves are somewhat frayed. 

    I've found another two lumps on the front of my neck and a couple more on my shins. 

    I can't decide if finding more lumps is a good sign (that it's something less serious causing them) or a really, really bad one. 

    Everyone keeps telling me not to worry, but that's not really an option. 

    I'm constantly on the verge on tears. I just want to know one way or another.

  • Well I saw the Consultant yesterday. She was quite optimistic after feeling the lump, she thought it was too small and mobile to be anything sinister. But she arranged an ultrasound to confirm her theory since I was in anyway.

    My wife and I were almost jubilent on the way to Ultrasound. 

    However things changed a little once the scan began. They found three of the lumps straight away and dismissed them straight away, which was fantastic. But the fourth lump (or the first one I found) caused a rather hushed conversation. They biopsied it and sent me back to the Consultant. 

    She was a lot less re-assuring the second time and emphasised a few times that I needed to wait for my results before I could relax. 

    My stomach sank. Half an hour before I thought I was in the clear and then I was right back in limbo.

    Nothing to do but wait now I guess.

    ***.

  • Hi, I have an ultrasound in three weeks for similar problems  and the fear is very real. Just wanted to say I hope the biopsy results are in your favour. The fact that three of the lumps were benign is a great sign. And it's good they didnt dismiss the suspect lump out of hand and decided to biopsy it because you will know for sure, which will obviously be a helpful thing in the long run. Hoping for a good outcome for you x

  • Thank you, I appreciate it. 

    Fingers crossed for you as well. 

    The wait for the results is proving quite stressful. My temper is significantly shorter than it usually is and things that normally wouldn't phase me are causing me to become quite upset. 

    7-10 days they said. Today is day 6. The next 4 days are not going to be fun I don't think. 

  • Really feel your pain xx I'm waiting too xxx just try & enjoy the things you actually can control & do xx food , a good film & so on x sending positive vibes xx 

     

    kate 

  • Good luck !!! 
     

    is it the one lump you're waiting on having scanned ?? X 

  • Good news would come by post, bad news by phone.

    They called me at 3.05pm on Friday and left a message. By the time I got the message anyone that could discuss my results had gone home and I was asked to try again on Monday.

    I'm pretty much resigned to it being some form of cancer now.

    Honestly? It's almost a relief losing the is it or isn't it factor. 

  • Thinking of you ...remember how treatable these things are!!!! Xxx