Hello everyone, 

it was so comforting to read some of your posts to know that I'm not the only one who has felt this while waiting for appointments. 
And it was lovely to hear your stories of good news, I'm so happy for you all. 

I found a lump the other night, it was gut renching and I immediately burst in to tears. I rang the gp and saw them the next day, her words when she felt me was 'oo that is big' bearing in mind I was already in a state of tears out of fear. 
 

this has made me feel so much worse. I can't help but think that this is it for me and I'm going to get that phone call or have to sit in that room and get told those words. I'm just so scared. 
 

I have my referral appointment on Thursday next week, I keep ringing for any cancellations hoping I can get one sooner. 
 

I haven't eaten properly or slept. 
 

im 27 on Monday, I don't have any children but I want them so badly. 
 

im just scared