Im waiting on breast biopsy results, i get them on monday, the waiting is just dreadful, sometimes your gut feeling tells you what you know but this time i just dont know! Anyone feel or felt the same?
Mickey is right dont panic, take each day as it comes we are all the same panic sets in, moods and emotions are like a rollercoaster, its a dreadful feeling, we are all anxious and we are all experiencing different outcomes, mine came bsck suspicious and diagnosed with a radial scar see what the pathologist report is for me on the 30th, i pray there is no cancerous cells or I'll need another operation, but as hard as it is try and stay positive, i opened the thread because i was where you are now, i didnt expect a reply and its been going on for nearly 3 months and its been a blessing for me the words of support from everyone, i think personally going through this journey its just a massive shock to the system but you will calm down, you are getting the professional care you need and support from the nurses and you have everyone on here looking out for each other you'll be fine hunni
Glad you enjoyed the night except for the smack to boobie!
After my horrendous VAB hubby took the short cut home down a cobbled road, I can't wait until he has the snip!!! Lol
My weekend was really bizarre, I know I'm okay but I keep saying "I can't believe it" and crying like it's all coming out, it might take time, my children just burst into tears, that broke me a bit, but I've taken two weeks off work on sick and I intend to rebuild and see the world beyond my front door
We now have almost two weeks left until your results day, I'll be waiting for those with you, it's been such a long time waiting, almost as long as the pandemic!!!
Sending love and hugs to you and hope you're healing
Mickey, Lisa and Karen thank you so much ladies for your kind words and support. I home I'm not being dramatic and over reacting but I do have a strong gut feeling that something isn't quite right. I'll soon know tomorrow evening, my appt is at 8.30pm!!! I'll be sure to let you know the outcome xx
A cobbled road god they just dont think eh lol, yeah you need to find yourself again and see beyond your front door and when you are ready you will, its all so overehelming! i get where you are coming from we are in our own little bubble! Every day its putting on that brave face when sometimes you just want to be left alone, its a journey you cant explain to people even how close they are in our life, im supposed to be going out for a bit todsy, a run in the car and lunch where really i just want to snuggled up alone and watch a movie and i get people just want to make you feel better but its hard.
So im going to wash my hair have a shower and put the face on and try and enjoy being out for a bit, really sore today everything is just tight and pulling today, yesterday i was in a lot of pain and its been great for a week, but i read and it said you can have pain for 2 or 3 weeks, just drags you down, i know the feeling of seeing beyond the front door but we will get there hun!
Yes it was a lump, just how the nurses/doctors were, they were supposed by the biopsy and said they didn't expect the lump not to change shape or something? I'm sure it will be benign!
Morning, I think sometimes a lot of lumps look suspicious on ultrasound and if they don't really move that is something they note. As I'm learning though, this doesn't mean anything for sure, my lump did move a little and was not the shape they expected but turned out to be a rare form of cancer. Others, as I've said before mimic cancer bit turn out to be benign. As I was told, it's not cancer until they say it is and mostly they aren't. Keeping everything crossed for you.
Thank you, my journey already feels longer than pregnancy, lol x
