I am in the same boat, had MRI, waiting for CT next week and then appointment to know what size tumour is and course of action to treat the cancer.

I cant relax for long as mind keeps thinking about death and not seeing my kids, wife and family again. However my keyworker told me not to read too much of goigle as information conflicts and adds to anxiety - but easier said than done.

I hope all goes well for you and reading this forum and sharing experiences may help you as it helps me.