Hi angie0708, 

I hope you won't have to wait too long for your appointment with the urologist. I can imagine it must be a very stressful time for you while waiting to find out more about this. I hope the smear test went well and that you get the results soon. 

I know it is really hard but try not to worry too much or anticipate what it might be. The best thing to do to avoid thinking too much about this is to keep busy and distracted if you can and avoid looking things up online. I can imagine it is hard for you to do this at the moment but it will help you feel a little less anxious. I hope you regain your appetite too. Waiting is often described here as the hardest thing and I thought I'd share with you these useful tips on how to cope while waiting for news .

I hope you will also hear from others here who have been through all this before and that they will be along soon to share their story with you. 

Keeping everything crossed for you that everything turns out fine. 

Best wishes, 

Lucie, Cancer Chat Moderator