I was diagnosed with an eating disorder not too long ago , I lost 6 stone in 7 months due too the fact I was starving myself and the it gyhered into more as I progressed without my fear ... I've been eating soft foods and liquid replacements for a while because I gathered a fear of "choking" , I've had blood test and they've came back clear , nothing at all , I'm only 17 so having cancer so soon is rare but due too my sever anxiety it's all that runs thru my mind . I'm currently having pains in my collarbone and neck sometimes when I chew and when I touch my neck it's so sensitive & all I want too do is put my mind at rest as I lost my dad 3 years ago due too a heart attack and he died in my arms and since then I've been so scared of death . Im in urgent need of advice as im so sick of panicking and it's beginning too ruin my relationships and fun as im scared of almsot everything . The pain is in my neck near my "swallow box" as id call it , & it's tender too touch, I also have pain in my shoulder and collarbone but it isn't too bad it's every once in a while especially when I think about it more , I just need some helpful advice because I'm getting close too feeling as if I genuinely need too give up soon , I've been too my Gp multiple times and she's told me not too worry it's all to do with my anxiety but I'm so scared and I don't want too leave my family as I love them so much , please can I have some advice as soon as possible because I can no longer feel this scared :( , Thankyou so much