Hi everyone and hope all is well.

I am seeing my surgeon on Tuesday July 20th about having an ld flap....I have previously agreed to having this done but then I supposedly had a TIA.....so operation didn't go ahead.My head is all over the place to be honest....do I or don't I go for this operation.I had breast cancer 4 years ago I was adamant that I didn't want any kind of reconstruction at all...after losing my husband 13 months prior to my diagnosis I couldn't deal with a lot of things....it was just easier to say no to reconstruction but it has left me not being able to cope with a heavy prosthetic even though its a light one lol and also the softie....I don't like wearing a bra anymore.

I want my meltdowns to be a thing of the past lol.By the way I am 61 and work full time hours and didn't think that by having a mastectomy  it would have such an impact on my life in a way that it has,I have accepted the loss of one boob that doesn't bother me.

Can anyone tell me if the pain is worth going through or should I stay as I am?