Good afternoon,

I'm a 26 year old female who has suffered with lumpy breasts for ages. I have a beautyful 3 year old boy. 

In February I found a lump in my right breast, I had it checked and it came back as bengin. Since then I've returned about 3 time and my recent return was about 4 weeks ago.. 

 I discovered a lump on my collarbone that gave off a lot of pain,went for an xtray and found nothing ( they're staying it's muscle) the lump in my breast seems to feel hard and was painful when she was pressing it ( the doctor thinks its a cyst).

I'm going to the hospital next Thursday for a ultrasound. 

My health anxiety is hoenslty Horrid. I feel like I'm jot going to be around to see my son grow up and thinking what I need to say on videos for his birthdays ect, I'm worried sick.

I've read that if it spreads that's it. Wnad what if it is something and that is it. I'm struggling really bad.

Has anyone got any advice.

Many thanks Kay xx