Hello , I've been aware of a hard immovable pea size lump in my right breast for a few weeks . Kept checking still there and hadn't imagined it . Today I called gp practice , receptionist was nice and said doctor will call me back . However , I didn't tell her my maternal grandmother and mum have passed of breast cancer . I'm aware it sounds flippant but I have complex ptsd after a massive trauma I went through a few years ago . Tbh , thats more scary . Being vulnerable around others , a hospital environment to be checked is overwhelming never mind thinking about treatments. I haven't had anyone in my house for years . It feels way too much ..