Mediastinum Nodule

Hi everyone, I'm new on the forum  and in need of hopefully some reassurance.

I had a CT scan in January to look at my heart and arteries and was very relieved when the results came back say8ng all was fine. However 3 weeks ago I received another letter from the hospital to say that as part of their quality control, radiologists have reviewed the scan in more detail and found a tiny 5mm nodule in the mediastinum which they think is unlikely to represent anything significant but would like to repeat the scan in a years time to reassess it.

I suffer from health anxiety anyway since 3 years ago suffering a ruptured gallbladder and sepsis twice and this letter is really freak me out. I'm 66 years old and am ashamed to say that as much as I tried not, I googled it. Mainly because I had never heard of the Mediastinum. Anyway all I saw was tumour and cancer . 
Most things I have googled before usually come up with sinister stuff but also things that it could be that are not, but I cannot find anything positive at all and am feeling sick with worry that I have to wait a whole year to see if it grows, when it could be much larger then. Obviously I have had myself dead and buried by then in my mind. 
If anyone else has had any experience of this or can give me any reassurance, I would be so gratefully. Thankyou

 

  • Hi lellypens,

    Welcome to Cancer Chat. I can understand how you feel and I'm sure this must have been unsettling to hear this after you'd originally been told nothing was found.

    However try to focus on the fact that if the medical team were particularly concerned, they wouldn't leave it a year to scan again.

    Googling things is rarely helpful as the information won't be specific to you, and it tends to only increase worry.

    If you have any concerns then do speak to your doctor about this, but otherwise I would suggest trying to keep your mind off it as much as possible.

    Wishing you all the best,

    Ben
    Cancer Chat Moderator

  • Thankyou for your reply Ben. I am trying so hard to focus on that, just have a little blip now and again which is mainly at night and would feel reassured to read or hear that these things can turn out to be nothing at all.